Monday, July 09, 2007

Random Rant Monday

Why does Mykiddo break all of my stuff? Why does she break all of her stuff? Will she ever grow out of this? I mean she's going away to college in a month, what's going to happen then?

Here's a list of things I'm going to get after "The Breaker" is gone. Iron, CD player, MP3, computer, iron, pots, and a toilet seat. I'll miss her but it'll be good to have my stuff to myself, and to know if it's broken, I broke it.

When will my "ends" meet? As in making ends meet?

How many NSF fees will I pay this month ??!!

The last two are probably related. LOL

What am I going to do with myself without Mykiddo? She is the reason I keep going even when I don't want to. I'm not being overly dramatic either. My readers who are parents know what I'm talking about. That shit is hard. I know.....I it for yourself.....blah....blah....blah I'm just being real, sometimes I don't think I would "do it" for myself. I guess we'll find out soon enough. If I haven't posted in a long time - somebody come and get me, I'm probably holed up in my apartment in my bath robe and eating peanut butter off of a spoon.

Why do I say I want to be in a relationship. Do I really? Or is it just that I want the feeling of connectedness with someone? I feel like I'm missing that- the connection. I feel like I should be plugged into something in some way, and I'm not. Hell, I don't know.

Why have I had more physical problems in the last three years than I've had in my whole life?!? When will this shit end?

I've been walking and jogging and I've lost 10 lbs! Yippee! Stripper career, here I come!

Why do I feel perfectly comfortable spilling my innermost shit in this blog? I'm pretty sensitive to criticism and judgement - but I don't care here. Why is that?


Luxhie said...

'Cuz for the most part, you figure we're probably all liars, anyway.

But, yeah...feel you on the 'connected' thing. And the "peanut butter off of a spoon" thing, too.

Heck, sometimes I hide so my kids can't find me, just so I can finish a bowl of ice cream. Or pass gas.

Mahogany Brown said...

A toilet seat?! ROFL!!!! She'll stop breaking stuff when she's the one who has to pay to replace it or the one who bought it in the first place lol. I know I did lol.

Anonymity (sp) is the best. Who cares what a bunch of nameless faceless folks think in the first place ya know? It's a good avenue to vent. But the REAL reason is this is the BEST way to find out if you're crazy or not lol. When folks agree with you and/or see where you are coming from it quiets the voices in your head lol.

Congrats on the 10lbs!! What's your stage name gonna be? Lol!!

Angie said...

@ Lexhie - see that's the thing.....I generally believe most folks are telling the truth, until the give me a reason to think otherwise. Maybe I'm just naive. :)

@ M.Boogie.B - You know how the toilet seat gets kind of loose and you have to keep tightening it? Well, that's the I just need a new one. However, it will not be purchased until my ass is the only one using it!

Anonymity (sp) is a great thing, even though after reading the same blogs frequently, you start to feel like you "know" the blogger. :)